A Love Letter

confession

My Love,

i am in love with you and have followed your lead.

you have lead me in the most darkest places

but i have found hidden treasures that not all could see

loving you near or from afar

my heart is with you

the deeper you guide me within

the stronger in my desire to save you

“come home, come home..

with me.”

i am in love with you and have followed your lead

but ill stop. ill stop right here.. let you

be

because

i know that you are music

and you are unattainable…

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its Love that brought me here. With nothing but the desire of love, i came to Los Angeles from Oakland, CA. When all was lost and all that was left was lessons learned and memories, my home in the bay area became a shadow of distant memories. It seemed like my home left me and moved on. But an unexpected change stepped into my life and brought an energy that i couldn’t deny. i followed the rhythm i heard and felt and i fell in Love. i fell in Love with the words and the story it revealed and above all i was captured by the music that was created from it all. The music made me do it. Following my heart, i came to Los Angeles. Did i just run away from home to flee from it all, or was i meant to be here? ”i Love you” was just the beginning…

So an adventure begins. It begins with a story about a young lady in Love but still in search of something more. Few bags in the car, nothing planned, i arrived in Los Angeles, CA anxious to see what destiny has in store for me. With nothing but Love in my heart and silent prayers of faith, i began a new relationship in a new space.

Already, its been a rocky start. This is not home. Family and friends are not around. Establishing a new beginning required more of me than i thought. Whatever i choose to involve myself in, i better love it or leave it. If there is no love in whatever i do at this point, it will not last.

This originally was supposed to begin with a letter revealing the story about women behind Hip Hop, but i know no other story but mine. And it has to begin with me. This i do know now. So this is my story. But we all know who is writing the Story, writing all of our stories. I pray My Love will guide me through all this, as i try to understand the mysteries He writes into my life. But above all else, i know this is a Love Letter…..My Love Letter.

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