December 24, 2010
Christmas Eve.
I thank Allah.
Through a long journey, no matter the determination..
i am tired..
but i am blessed and so happy to have my Mom visit me here in NY
God’s will.
Love came.
i first came here in NY in the beginning of the winter 2009, right before the holidays. NY did not welcome me with open arms, and Hell began.But through my determination, faith and Allah’s help, I worked slowly through dark times, and I found the most valuable lessons. There will be days when i wake up and don’t know where I am and why I am here, so far away from Home. But as i look up, i saw that i was growing further away from anything that had to do with ‘Home’. As I look at my reflection, more than anything, I was transforming within. I was building Home in this strange place, from within first. And my Love story truly began to reveal itself.
I approach this current moment in recognition of the fact that this is established foundation. I am not close to being finish at all.
During my Mom’s visit, after 10 years of patience and understanding, Don Lee proposed to my Mom at the Empire State Building.
On bended knee, as he asked my Mom for her hand, I am so blessed to have witness this rewarding moment of Love.
I came here in desire of Love on many different levels
As I begin to establish my beginning of my Love Story
on its own, in ways that I do not entirely understand
effects others
builds, reveals, connects back to my Home that i have left in the past.
Mom is the strongest woman I know.
In her passion, in her Love
she is the most solid woman I know.
I have seen her at her darkest moment
to revealing her Light at the highest point in this world
for All to see
Love embraces
touches
even the strongest of us.
in your darkest hour, hold on to the Peace within, in its Light it will provide and reveal much more than your understanding
I came here in desire of Love
I am here
witnessed it and its work
on aspects of my world
Love reveals its face on any given moment
catch it
and keep going…
